324/365
I ugly sobbed while watching a romantic Christmas themed movie with gay women. It checked all my boxes.
160/365
My follow-through has never been strong which is something I have resented about myself for such a long time. Resent maybe isn’t the right wrong, but it’s frustrating to me understanding that I am in control of a certain amount of things in my life, but still not asserting my control over them. All of…
I read something of my mother’s recently and it stirred my spirit. Something along the lines that when you have been alone for an extended period of time, it takes such great pressure for you to allow someone in your space. Not in a closed off way. We are not caged any longer. We are…
imagine yourself belly up and shivering this is the thing you hate the most— vulnerability light shifting and reshifting and razoring the skin this is the thing you need the most– weak, trembling thank god for this earth, this dirt, this grounding of palm and grass because you are spinning and spinning and remember when…
What I remember most, is that she was an endless golden hour. alive, (in love) always fleeting.
Hello from the beginning
I’m changing my life. What I’ve learned from the process other than it being very difficult, is that it is very slow, incredibly personal and full of heartache. I’m think I’m doing it for the right reasons this time. I think, I’m following the correct steps. I’ll check back in with more updates and progress.…
i forgot how much i liked sitting in coffee shops
there’s a constant humdrum of life that spills in and out and all around. i like eavesdropping on elderly women gossiping about their family and teenagers giggling at their cellphones with each other. i like hearing the baristas talk about their lives, and the wedding (i am very excited about this wedding for these two…
Marjorie thinks that ghosts can be broken down into science
something about layers being too thin and when we see them, it just means that we the living have thinner layers. I wonder if that means that if you see them, you are closer to dying that those who cannot? marjorie understands that sometimes i need to be alone for awhile but that i love…
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