A couple of things:

I’m trying my hardest to not be lead by my anxiety. I am the softest of things– I know I’ve mentioned that before. I know I’ve probably also mentioned that while I am grateful to feel so deeply it is a huge fucking inconvenience a lot of the time, especially when those feelings don’t feel so good. There’s that old adage about suffering twice which I love but mostly find insufferable because if I could turn it off I WOULD GRANDMA.

I digress. I’m trying my best to not suffer twice.

In other news, today was day one of another training program and boy is this shit hard! But we can do hard things.

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